Crazy things I would love to do before I DIE! November 30, 2011

Lots and lots of things that I wish to do and are pending when every single day is been counted. List has increased and has begun to over flow and wonder when I would put a tick against all these atleast once in lifetime I’m sure its gonna sound crazy and even stupid but still wishes cannot be stopped isn’t? Now get tempted while you go through my wish list. Here it goes…

 

The first and the foremost, Teach someone illiterate to read, write and build themselves amongst others Haven’t experience this feel but I definitely know this is something really divine and its scintillating when you think that you are the reason behind his / her smile

Work with ACCENTURE Now here I am sure people ask me why ACCENTURE or why its crazy.. most of my friends know that I am longing to work atleast for a day there. Since very young, considered ACCENTURE my dream company, have no reason to explain, might sound silly but yes, given an opportunity, I guess I’ll be the first person to work there for no money too But yes, ACCENTURE has been my dream since years and longing for a day to work as a part of it.

Spend a few minutes at least at each of the continents in the world, The craziest amongst the lot I guess Step my foot on all the continents, to experience its extremities in chillness, heat or any other thing apart from it. Talk with the penguins, play with the ice, make my igloos etc etc… and that is when I can call myself as a true traveller. Anyone wishing to join me and experience the surreal beauty what Mother Earth has given us, are most welcome

Spend a Night Sleeping Under The Stars, Nothing can match this wish for sure, to experience peace, satisfaction, beauty, inner motivation, on and on and on… The real sleep a man gets under the sky when all the stars above you keep twinkling at you every second and you just gaze around talking to them like you have known them Try that once and feel yourself within.

Want to witness A Final Match Of A World Cup Event of any sport, LIVE, Gonna be the thriller in life with the electrifying atmosphere around, the Mexican waves going through the crowds, No place to sit, nail biting finishes, excitement, disappointments, fun, laughter. Sounds great isn’t. Got to feel the feel of the finals once forever

Fall in love helplessly, unconditionally and deeply– The line says it all. Loving a man of my dreams emotionally, deeply, madly and unconditionally that might even cross the limits of love that a mother gives her new born. Its a feeling of bliss that gives when things attained Wat else do I say, just a feel with no words to put it in the right fashion.

Own a house tat has a beach by its side and the rising sun towards the other end — Every man’s dream is to own a house and build it in his right mixture of dreams, passion and love and being a common man, this includes in my wish list too Build every single brick with love, confidence and brightness that makes sure all the other dreams are fulfilled with ease. And of course live life with man of my dreams to make it even more special.

Watch the space shuttle taking off successfully, Here goes another crazy one o witness the space rocket taking off with lots of heat, hope, countdown clock ticking every second, all eyes gazed at it with anxiety, sense of success amongst the people who were behind it. Can’t beat anything off the situation and I want to be a part of it struggling to look at all these scenes one after the other with full of enthusiasm

Let me stop it right here for I have a list that goes on and on and on and never ending. Crazy though but love to do atleast a part of the above mentioned things for a human life given to me

Some Gyan into my brain :P August 9, 2011

1)Teenagers are the people who…

 

* Are always ready to give adults the full benefit of their inexperience.

* are always ready to go buy

* are afraid of nothing except a stack of dirty dishes

* are growing up to be the kind of people their mother’s dint want them to play with.

* a very much alike in many disrespects.

* complain that there’s nothing to do and then stay out all night getting it done.

* express a burning desire to be different by dressing exactly alike

* really like homework. They can sit and look at it for hours

* regard home as a drive-in where dad pays for the hamburger

* think a well balanced diet means a hamburger in each hand

* think curbing the emotions means parking by the roadside

 

2) The best way to get into trouble is to be right at the wrong time.

3) People go on vacations to forget things and when they open their suitcases find out they did.

4) Expect the best and be prepared for the worst you will never be dissapointed.

5) The past is a cancelled cheque, the future is a promissory note, the present is the one cash in hand, use it widely and well.

6) Worrying is like a rocking chair. Though it keeps you occupied, it leads you nowhere.

7) He who is afraid to ask will learn nothing.

8) Every fall is but a rise. To know is to be truely wise.

 

Dont know what made me write all these but feels good to get some ‘Gyan’ at times but I dont know how you people would have liked this particular post of mine

Sathyam Cinema’s “Nootrenbadu” July 8, 2011

The different title name, handsome actor and a beautiful star cast with some beautiful music, has pulled the crowd obviously to watch this film on big screens. Wanted to watch this film the 1st day and 1st show like any other movie buff but again turned out to the torrents which helped me watching the film at home. Reviews varied from person to person and I finally managed to watch the film all alone along with my cup of coffee and some home made popcorn.

The veteran Ad film director Jayendra managed to take a reasonably good film in his debut movie 180 but still don’t understand why this title?? The trailor in the televisions showed two beautiful actress hero and made me wonder how the story would go and what it was and rather dreamt there would be lodes of twists and turns but unfortunately when I actually sat to watch the film, turned out to be a predictable story line within a few minutes after the movie started

Siddharth (Mano) brilliantly acted in this film and does a bit of chocolate boy roles too at times with each of the actress at various instances that make us fall in love all over again.   He all of a sudden rises from the river of Varanasi with the water on him being artistically or rather a beautiful cinematography there, meets a young lad and realises how happy the life should be and turns to be a happy go luck sort of a person.

Nithya Menen (Vidhya), a pretty photojournalist, carrying a false accent at times, but rather a clean role, meets Mano in almost an every other different situation and apparantly falls in love with him and shez almost amazed to find out his chracter and his other details. But Mano never volunteers to reveal his information at all and rather pushes himself very smootly in all his dealings with her.

 

And now this is how Mano was and yeah, obviously like any other story, Mano too had a flash back of his own and he was actually called Dr.Ajay Kumar, a doctor with the Sunway Medical Centre, San Francisco where he treats his patient and turnes out to be the love of his life Priya Anand (Renuka Narayanan). A reasonably sweet character who managed to carry over herself with all the acting skills she had but guess she should know how to work a bit more on those emotional kind of situations who rather turns out to be  something else with a perfect make over and smart dresses even at times of when she hears that her husband suffers from cancer and was to live only for a few months time, which according to me is the most sorrowful moment to any wife like Renuka

 

Sambasivan aka Sam (Sricharan) does a superb role and plays a perfect solid friend’s character though he just had a few parts to play in. All the characters introduced in the film turned out to be reasonably good ones and not that ‘wow’ kind of act.

Asusual, the two heroin’s lose their love of their life and Mano ends up moving to another part of the world where he feels his presence should make people around happy which he apparently did not seem to keep his pretty ladies that way but just leaving them all alone and not letting them know the reason of his absence which clearly proves things otherwise. With full of romance and cute songs during the 1st half makes us almost fall in love with the kind of situations the director brings up and with a good cinematography but with a few small yawns, the 2nd half is slightly dissapointing which lags pace too. By the time I almost predicted with how the story goes and rather turned out to hack the directors mind in that.. haha!!

‘Nootrenbathu’ did make an impact to me and made me understand that a person’s presence should be made to feel amongst others no matter what hard feelings he had within him. It did turn out to be a visual treat looking at the artistic colours and water splashing scenes but unfortunately turned out to be a predictable story line with over-used expressions here and there.

Passion that keeps boiling but made to evaporate!! July 5, 2011

Its been such a long time after I’ve written another blog of mine.. guess close to a couple of months time. Each time I see some wonderful piece of writing, I’m inspired, but this time I’m carried over rather at the peak of inspiration after reading one of my friend’s BlogSpot last night.. and that’s you Hari http://frictionedjustice.blogspot.com/.

Does any of you have the passion for music?? I’m glad that I have lodes of that in me. Its been my default theme for my personal life since birth and offlate for my professional life too. A ‘wannabe’ play back singer since birth and dreamt of it in the most silliest way possible, imagining my self in all possible ways singing in front of a huge crowd craving to listen to me sing. Silly isn’t?? I do that even now to pacify myself when ever i sit behind to realise that my passion for me to sing has already started evaporated.

Anything, as far as I know cannot be done without any kind of encouragement, support or any kind of pep up at all or rare cases can be done alone, single handedly through mere stubborness that very much lacked in me. Infact lacked every single thing of it for me to atleast come close to my Passion for Music. An Engg by profession, this is when someone just reads me through but when anyone reads my engg between two lines, he can see me just with music and that aim to get into music all the time. Listened to music during classes, intervals, bus journey etc etc.. and at all times no matter what classes were held.

Ask my bedroom mirror and it has stories and stories to tell you about the various actions I did and even at times act silly to hold a mike acting to sing in front of a huge crowd in front of me. Makes you laugh I’m sure!

Watched each and every music reality show with my jaws dropped each time I heard those lucky chaps sing in front of the world through media and only wished, I was given a chance for it. The only passion that my people have realised but never got in a step for me to realise it nor did they give a pat on my shoulders and say that ‘u have that voice in you to achieve what you want’. Just been desperate to listen to those wonderful, healing words that would make wonders in my life and get that Passion for me learning music to a close range.

Hopefully, incase I’m lucky enough, I might come back with a post of mine pretty soon that says ‘Passion that was caught before it evaporated”

Hope to see you guys soon!!

Cheers,

Anietha Rajan

Brain – mixed bag of reactions. January 20, 2011

I know its been a really long time after I have written my blog. This mean has been the best form I have ever considered to be myself. Certain things cannot be told to humans nor can be kept within. Blogs help me get them out at times like this These never lie even if anietha lies through her mouth

How do you guys consider me?? half hearted, stubborn, silly, childish, matured etc etc….. No idea how you guys consider me as but offlate, I consider myself as a mixed bag of actions, reactions, emotions, double mindedness etc etc.. I know this is just not a healthy feeling but what makes me get into all these?? Why I am not able to decide things on my own?? Why am I so silly at others when they give me all sorts of wierd looks?? Why do I behave all over matured where ever it is not necessary and get a label named “ATTITUDE”??? So many questions that keep lingering over my mind offlate that doesnt bring any use to me.

I myself am seeing the wierdest part of me.. I know this sounds different but yes I do realise whats happning to me offlate but is this a disease that has recently struck me to behave with people these days?? Lodes of questions within but blank answers everywhere I peep.

Someone bring me back to my senses!!!

Wish I grew up again :) :) December 17, 2010

I remember those days where I had lodes of home works but still no worries, lodes to study but still no worries. The only thing I had in my mind was play, play and play with few guys of similar age on the road. A typical tom boy for that age, grew up along with them.

Those days where I used to still wet the bed and mom patiently cleaned every part of me with the smile on my face and me having a disgusted feeling on my face. Dad combed my boyish kind of a hair that i had until std 5. Grandad keeping my foot on his thighs and putting on the shoes for me. Granny wishing me bye bye to school, My brother Arun still cryng on the staircase and would never stop shouting until my mom had him on her waist.

Those days where I came back from the school by 3:20 and would sleep next to my mom who would be on her afternoon nap. She would immediately get up, Give me something to eat and take all the lunch boxes from my bag for wash. Such a lazy bum I was… Change my clothes, eat something and go out to play with those guys playing cricket, hide n seek and jumping from one terrace to another For any game they played, I was always the joker for the game and played around with me many a times. Played those card games that had cricket players, huge wrestlers and many more..

Get back home by 6, would be forced to pray GOD.. Mom keeps shouting at us even now because we never enter the puja room. Infact arun was even worst. Finish all my home work with mom besides me for every single work that involved my school stuff.

Dad used to sit with me for kannada and social studies that was my all time night mares even now if I think of it Always struggled for my studies but still managed to bag ranks within 5 at times which is still a surprise

Dinner by 8:30 sharp either granny or my dad or my mom used to feed us and we eating half and half always gaping at the favourite cartoon n the TV.

Off to bed by 9:30 with my dad reciting all kinds of stories that we loved and a song “RAGHU PATHI RAGAVA RAJARAM” that he always used to sing everyday when arun and I went to sleep. Sound sleep those days unlike today

Miss every single moment of those times and wish I grew up all over again as a new Anietha

Thodur Madubusi Krishna (TMK) – Manufacturer of Modern Carnatic Music November 2, 2010

This blog is just based on the concert held at Gayana Samaj, Bangalore on 31st Oct’10. Gayana Samaj (GS), is one of the most prestigious halls in Bangalore where all the lead and the best musicians of recent times as well as olden times have given their best there 

GS has witnessed a young and the most talented musician sing, Thodur madubusi krishna famously called as TMK who just made the audience’s jaws drop as he pulled out each and every composition out of perfection. This person has the knack to attract the young crowd just like me and others who have always been a fan of him since i have heard him on you tube music

On 31st Oct,I was told TMK was in bangalore to sing at GS. Was asked to work on a sunday but ultimately bunked office giving them lame excuses just to watch this handsome person sing. Got ready along with my dad and my brother Arun and reached there by 5:15 for the show at 6. Dad got the tickets or the second row.. WOW..!! for a while i was astonished tat i ll listen to him sitting in the 2nd row. But at the same time scared tat TMK wudnt allow any of us to take snaps of his and abruptly stop the music and commnt on the crowd nothing could be more embarrasng thn tat

The programme started by 6:15 and all of us were waiting for the artists to come. Atlast they arrived. Waited for the hero of the day,TMK to come… the moment he arrived it was like the GOD of the recent music had just come. dressed in a Silk shirt, patu veshti and an anga vastram, luked like a typical carnatic musician, walked zoom onto the stage.Huge applause followed as they entered and went for a few secs until they could settle down. He was over whelmed to see such a large crowd and many people were standing behind too

Started off with a keethanam, next was SANATHANA PARAMAPAVANA in Phalamanjari ragam.. most of us got the name of the ragam wrong and he specified the ragam twice infct b4 he cud start singing tat piece of music. Interesting part of a carnatic music concert (kacheri) is the Thaniyavarthanam. people are always awestruck with the creativity of the artist. Started off with the aalapanai with Naatai ragam that received a huge applause and ultimately ended up singing Jagadanandakaraka, one of the famous Pancharathna krithi’s to everyone’s surprise. Neraval towards the end (Omkara). Main was Naatakurinji ragam and he could hear few murmers inside the hall and immediately commented tat “Gayana Samaj la hall kuda shruthi la tha iruku” tat meant Gayana samaj maintained shruti as well as him people immediately realised his sense of humor at tat instant of time sang few phrases of the aalapanai with a single breath tat made him luk pink while he sang and the audience asusual silent and wordless 2 express the way he sang.Pallavi in SHUBHAPANTHUVARALI reached all the heights tat one could think of. Amazing talent this person has. Even a lame man who doesnt knw wat carnatic music ll understand the height’s reached by TMK.

Here comes the swaram which is the richest part of a song and tat shows the artistic skills in playing with the swara’s and the ragam simultaneously by any musician. Let me not forget about the mridangam artist who equally played with TMK. One has to be a highly talented if one had 2 play equally with TMK and this person,Srimushnam Sri V. Raja Rao proved to be so Violinist, Sri H.K. Venkatraman also proved his talent in his own field and at one point of time could play when TMK reached the lowest of the low notes. he then commented sayng tat this artist required more thn 4-5 strings in the violin.. hehe.. ultimately amazing communication skills amongst the artist on the stage “SHABHASH” was the word maintained constantly by TMK to encourage the violin, mridangam as well as the Ghatam.

Very often called as the most boring part of one’s kacheri is the commonly called as RTP (Raagam Thanam Pallavi) and usually people go and refresh themselves since this part consumes the most of the concert’s time. But let me tell you, TMK managed the entire crowd to be seated with tight lips Much appreciated infact

There comes a man who raised his camera to take a snap of TMK. U guys think he loves all these media nd thngs?? no way, immediately stopped and said “u can directly luk at me better thn thru the camera” this reminded the entire audience tat taking fotos was a strict NO durng this concert specially. But still I managed to take a few snaps, inbetween the chairs, during the time whn he turned and closed his eyes.. managed to take about 6-7 snaps of his RANGA BAARO in MAAND ragam was a pretty fast moving song tat all of us enjoied along with him.

He dedicated the entire concert to this Guru since it was his death aniversary. Recited a slokam tat he dad learnt it 4rm his Guru, MOWLAM GANGA SHASHANKAM… tats how it goes and with the permission of the audience explained the meaning of it too in depth so tat everyone of us coudl understand wat he had recited. another song in Ananda Bhairavi and atlast a small boy came for him requesting a song and it happened to be KAA VAA VAA. beautiful rendition it was.. atlast came the end and all of us thronged for somethng more and unfortunately the time went past 10 in the nite. The momnt the concert ended, everyone wanted 2 have a glimpse of the artiste and along with thm, me too along with dad nd arun managed to talk 2 him and take a snap of him too.. WAT A CONCERT IT WAS.. electrifyng infct..

GOD BLESS U WITH LODES MORE OF APPRECIATION,MUSIC,HEALTH,WEALTH,HAPPINESS, THE SAME CHARM,HANDSOMNESS AND LODES MORE IN LIFE

Motivated mentally.. but emotionally??? August 5, 2010

i am sure u guys will be wondering y she doesnt write blogs on other things and she writes just about these depressive things.. i know this is what is running in ur minds.. now this blog is not going to be as depressive as you think so all of u can continue reading I guess i mentioned in my earlier blog “Is solitude seeking me?” that i ll come up with another blog that raises me to another world of happiness… this is the right time to mention about it i guess..

I am lifted not to a world of complete happiness but yes, i am motivated, inspired and many new things have cropped up. I am completely surprised by what’s happning within me these days after seeing the same old me. Feels gud at times and feels different at times when i start behaving in a rather different to be precise peculiar manner.

There is a reason behind it. People around me have taken me or rather lifted me to such a great height that one can even think of or in other words motivated me in doing things. I am not seeing the same anietha in me at all.. omg i am taken aback by seeing my own behavior these days and people around me can see the changes in me too. dont know where i ll land with these changes but yes got to take things positively so that i can push myself in getting things that i actually want to.

Three special people who talk to me when i am at work, at home and at any point of time. they have been very very special to me offlate when ever i feel i need a shoulder to burst. wish i would have met them before so that i would have realised the true in me.. anyway as the saying goes “better late than never”.

1) He talks to me at all times at work. officially, personally and many more things that i have thought that i should make it up to push on myself. very matured talk that makes me think i too have a brain to think similar to him. advices me in each matter. feels lovely to work with him. he says “anie, not this way, not that way” guides me in each and every silly matter. feels really good when someone really spoon feed me with these when i am completely out of my mind and dont think out of my box. you guys have no idea how my mind wavers when i have to make a crucial decision and to be frank i have messed up my life bcz of that.. ok now nothing about that. but guys trust me.. u talk to him and ask him to decide on something important, done.. thats it.. he decides and turns out to be the best each time he gives u someting. i know u guys ll think anietha has fallen for him.. hehe.. not at all.. a very matured guy on the whole that makes each and every one think that things have to be decided with precision

2) she is another lady in my life who talks out many things to me at work. with her cute smile, small structure and her heavenly hug gets things out of me in quick succession. love her the most when i get to work. very smart, very cute, very matured in her own ways, talks to you just like another person whom u think u feel that u know her since many years. an absolute wonder who has been guiding thru me in many stages in life.

3) now.. this person is very very interesting.. shud b called a specimen but an ultimate character u would have ever met. my console whenever i wanted 2 burst or laugh.. i just call him up and share.. tats all anietha will be fine after talking 2 him he got me introduced 2 the person of my life at the same time i go cry 2 him when i get down.. teases me to the maximum nd makes me smile.. not smile but laugh my heart out.. each time i call him it is i always end up with a severe head ache but to be very frank, i love this person, very good to people around him no matter what he has in his heart, he delivers his best to his friends as far as i know. i love him the most.. nd a special mmmmmmuuuah 2 him..

many many other people who are a part of my life give me many things that i never even think of and i m sure would not have given a thoght to it if i wouldnt have met them. i m sure i wouldnt have been me without u. these three special people have taken me to a height that i wouldnt have reched without talking to them at all..

this blog is specially to you guys..

Dominos vs Pizza Hut May 28, 2010

pizza… this has been one of the most favourite dish of many many people across the globe offlate u get late during work u order pizza no matter what outlet it is from but then the best taste and the enjoyment comes only fro the best place that’s the PIZZA HUT the name itself sounds really stylish that arouses many people to get a bite of it. this has been my favourite too, but i definitly have a specific place where i would love to eat my favourite exotica or the most spiciest veggie supreme with too many olives and jalapenos toppings on it

there are so many outlets for these stylish and colourful pizza’s. to top them all Pizza Hut has been my favourite always and Dominos has been always at the bottom of my  list, but still i sometimes enter this dominos near my work place as there are no other better outlets for them at all u might ask “y don’t u order from the Pizza hut over phone” ohhh!!! impossible, u order and the pizza will reach after my hunger would have reached the peak traffic! that’s the main reason for that.

one of the worst dominos outlet would be the one near silk board. unfortunately my office is situated near that place and most of the times we end up there for lunch just terrible!! been there once for lunch, ordered mexican green wave and a choco lava cake along with 200ml of fanta. i just hate drinking any kind of soft drinks in those plastic bottles. placed the order and u wouldn’t believe, i got the pizza after almost an hour and a half. waited waited and waited don’t know what the hell was mixed up with that finally a thin crust colourful box came up to us saying “PIZZA FOR YOU MAM!” bullshit!!! they serve with this cardboard box and by the time they get it from inside half the food is cooled and the choco lava cake has all the syrup fallen inside the small carton. its completely disgusting. yea, now coming to the most important thing is the customer service, its just the worst.

Pizza hut trust me has the best customer service than any other outlet and seriously i always have the joy in ordering there for my favourite food u place the order and the food appears within 20-30 minutes served in a pan with those fresh olives and capsicum topped on it. wow…!! tastes yummy pizza hut has this neately arranged sofa’s,complately clean, gud surface and lovely music played at the background. has a play area for childrean so that their parents can some good time in relishing their food.

dominos on the other hand has NOTHING. many chair’s arranged hapazardly, with those plastic cups thrown here and there. by seeing those plastic cups , you get the feeling whether you have entered a bar by mistake. too many TV screen’s here and there with  cricket match going on the 1st screen, catoon on the 2nd one and a melody track on the other screen. ARGhhhh…!!! just imagine you look into all these screen’s i am sure your pizza at the dominos would have been cooled and crumpled and all the chocolava cake melted and i am sure you ll not be able to bite it at all. on the other side,the drinks r given in a pitcher and you have so many people around you who can do things very quickly when you ask them there stands pizza hut. no matter how much you compare i give full marks to this outlet always at any point of time.

and guys u should taste this veggie supreme combo with this exotica at this place, amazing taste it has when served boiling hot inside the pan along with the pitcher of coke or a sprite along with a bowl full of garlic bread sticks…. yummy!!! this can be a perfect date when u enter along with ur partner or your love Pizza hut has this dinner bell and i am sure all the customers never forget to ring the bell when they are completely satisfied with it. keeps ringing all the time. there is a lovely waiting area outside the outlet where you have these park chairs and a place to park your vehicles.

have you ever seen the uniform worn by the ladies at the domino’s??? poor girls they are. loose cream pant covering their shoes, blue checked shirt with their label on it and their sleeeves hanging below their shoulders and on top it will be their cap. trying to talk that “kind” of english they are asked to talk blood red colour shirt with a black cap along with a black sleek fitting pant and an apron around them luks so elegant on the other hand. their normal english accent gives them a natural touch at work

i am sure i’ll keep comparing even the silliest things happening at both the ends. anyway summing up the entire thing… PIZZA HUT IS THE BEST!!!

Is solitude seeking me…??? 3rd may 2010 May 3, 2010

“don’t talk to me… don’t come near me 4 anything… “

this is the feeling i have when ever someone tries to talk 2 me or come to me 4 something. y this feel all of a sudden..??? just not able 2 understand. no one to blame at all for this… am i bloating up matters or am i taking every single thing into my heart??  just don’t understand at all.

just feel like walking all alone to a place where there are no people and just wanna talk 2 nature about wats happening within me. can this happen in this disgusting world of urs where we live…??  just impossible…

its such a choking feeling where ur sobs are heard and are unanswered… u xpect each nd every day of urs to be rocking nd u find tat every single day sucks… infact there are many reasons for this… is this because of a relationship? or a relationship with parents or anyone at home or is it due to her place where i work?? just cannot be told… the scars left by any relationship is so deep but invisible outside and one experiences within oneself they can be cured but one needs a lot of inspiration, motivation nd so many things so that a person can come out of it. to be frank i need something tat way immediately.

am i not able to digest the practical life completely?? or am i not able to understand the people around me or am i missing someone special in life…??

I cant seem to enjoy anything I am doing…  Is it me changing or is it I cant accept the changes around me? so many questions unanswered… i am luking forward for another post of mine when i m lifted completely to another world of happiness